Practically Panicked

I’ve got myself all worked up. I had my Reiki III attunement and I thought it was going to be a piece of cake. But it is turning out to be as rough as Reiki II. Apparently there is a period of detox after an attunement while the person’s life rearranges itself and gets all the skeletons out of the closets. I had more skeletons than I knew.

I feel pretty awful. All I want to do is sleep but when I sleep I have bad dreams about being lost, about graduating from a university but not being able to find my way off campus. I just keep getting lost in one maze after another.

My blood pressure has been high and I am sick feeling.

I know this can happen and it is just detox, but it sucks and it worries me. One of the Reiki precepts, “Just for today I will not worry” would be good to put into practice here.

I have a good friend who has been there to help me through it all and I am grateful to her for all her tender loving care. But I want to curl up in a ball and go to sleep till it’s over.

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